It took me some time to finally find a name for my Kindle. I had settled on Benedict, but then my family reminded me that Benedict Arnold is still a phrase that people use. I could have lived with my Kindle being synonymous with a traitor (I had a strong inkling that my Kindle would remain loyal to me), but finally I found a perfect name: Alexander Helios, after one of Cleopatra's children. It's my small way of honoring her, but to make a long story short, while Alexander Helios remained unnamed, I started calling him (most of my electronics are male, by the way) Kindle Baby. Not a very masculine name, but it happened. However, my relationship with ebooks began more than a year before I finally held a Kindle in my hands. Here's how it went:
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| He looks like a silly clown, doesn't he? |
How Amazon got me hooked...
My first ebook, purchased via Amazon, and delivered to my Kindle for PC, took place in March of 2010. It started with free ebooks that I had seen on Project Gutenberg (famous for digitizing public domain books). From there, I started to scour the interwebs for free ebooks. I ran across various sites which I would constantly visit. The recently discontinued online-novels.blogspot.com became a
most viewed website for me. I would check that website
every day. On holidays, I could expect to find a surge in authors offering their books for free online. I started out finding original ebooks published on Scribd.com, smashwords.com, and amazon.com. I have a Nook for PC, Adobe Digital Editions, and my Kindle for PC to place all those books. As I continued to find free ebooks, I started to "buy" more and more Kindle ebooks. The checkout was easy, and I could change the size of the display (something which epubs complicated by maintaining the original format of an actual book). I inverted the color scheme so I could read white text on a black screen. Highlighting made the few coursebooks I owned much more amusing to read. However, the listing of the Best Sellers in Kindle eBooks (that it, the "Top 100 Free"), really sealed the deal for me. Not only did they list them, but I knew Amazon was more likely to carry ebooks that had been vetted. Amazon provided the quality control I had been lacking on other sites. Whereas on Scribd or Smashwords I had found some questionable content, Amazon ebooks were higher quality and much more flexible than other formats.Thus, my Kindle library grew large with freebies. Some ebooks were short hour long reads, and others were seven hour long reading fests. However, when I hit 150 items, I seriously considered getting an actual Kindle. There was only one problem - technology can be expensive.
Kindle Fears!
I DO NOT like to pay more than I have to for some things. My Kindle Library containing almost exclusively free ebooks is proof of that. So, you can imagine the dilemma I was faced with: Buy a Kindle in the early months of 2011, or hold out for the inevitable "new" Kindle, which I was positive was going to be cheaper.
I chose to wait. That meant, my laptop Hector (named after the prince of Troy) was my main source of literary entertainment. I did not mind, but as more and more people bought Kindles, I started seeing them everywhere. On the T, on the coach bus to NY, in Penn Station, on the LIRR....everywhere, EXCEPT in my hands!
And then, it happened! Right before Christmas. the Kindle 3 came out, and I knew, barring complications, I would be getting a Kindle for Christmas. I sent Santa an email (Did you know he has a google account?), and sure enough, early on the morning of the 25th of December, I held a shiny new gadget in my hands. The world was a different place. The sun was brighter and our 60'' flat-screen was brighter. If that was not enough, my hometown library had recently announced something that made my Kindle just a bit more wonderful: they were going to let me borrow ebooks!
The lending library, or as close to bliss as is possible
Five books at a time. An email address, my library card, and an internet connection gave me access to the public libraries in the surrounding area. Here, I discovered trilogies, quartets, and series that have yet to be finished. Not as many academic books as I expected, but a great collection of entertaining books! Hours of time were spent reading all sorts of mindless drivel, but I was able to do so on my tiny (when compared to Hector) Kindle. It was when I decided to borrow the Millenium Trilogy (Stieg Larsson), instead of buying it ($5.99 was the lowest price I saw on the first book in the trilogy) that I started to wonder about how much money I had avoided paying by my consumption of free ebooks.
Sorry self-publishing authors!
I was a bit proud of myself (and continue to be), but I also began to think of how different the publishing industry had become in a few years. The books I was buying on Smashwords and Scribd were freebies usually published by amateur writers. With these new technologies, more books were certainly available. If I were struggling to establish myself as an author, would I be handing out books for free? What if I had a publisher? Would he (the faceless publisher) agree to handing out ebooks for free? And as soon as I started asking myself that, I realized how my free ebooks had led me to spending actual money on Amazon...
Mo' Money...for Amazon
They got me. They got me good. Amazon lured me in with those free ebooks. Here I was, feeling guilty about being cheap, when I remembered just how much money they had swindled from me (strong wording, but that was my gut reaction). For every, "first in the series" book I had bought for free, Amazon had suggested a sequel, or even the entire series. Then, Amazon had the audacity to suggest books in the same genre (which they knew I would want to buy!!! Especially after I couldn't find them from my library!). Of course, in the same genre means another multi-book series. Before you know it, I've dropped more money than I should have.
But, it wasn't just Amazon's sinister recommendations. It was also them flinging books at me for $0.99, $1.99, and $2.99. I'll admit. I had my vulnerable moments when I paid the $2.99 after having read the free preview (which goes to show you how important the beginning of any composition is). I pined over the third book in a series (which held steady at $8.64 until my sister took pity on me and suggested an Amazon gift card from Santa could be the solution). Even now, I'm cyberstalking, not my peers, but Amazon ebook prices. Logically I know I could buy a cheaper hardcover from the Amazon marketplace, but when I'm holding my Kindle, and I have the first FOUR books in a series on that Kindle, wanting the fifth and sixth book in a digital format is nothing new. Those two books (respectively $9.99 and $11.99) will be bought soon (most likely a rainy day scenario), but for now, I look at them longingly online. Of course, Amazon knows me well enough to send me friendly reminders every month telling me that they still have those two books in stock...